Today was my first time on Flagstaff's urban trail. I lived here for a year and had heard how beautiful it was but never had taken the time to see it for myself. I really felt like I was in a completely different place. Like the sacred garden or my personal piece of heaven. Even when I saw others on the trail.
Due to my serious lack of responsibility I have been somewhat forced to move back to Flagstaff. At first I hated the idea but now I feel this is my official new chapter in my life. Thanks to the skills I've learned from Vector Marketing I know that I can still be a rock star anywhere I go. I will still sell when I can but I'm going to also try everything I've always been afraid to do. I don't want to be afraid of succeeding anymore. It's a silly thing to fear
Speaking of Vector Marketing; Amber and I started talking because there were a lot of things on my mind. Bryan being one of them. I think if I were to go back to kingman I would go trying to impress him. We were talking about what we want out of our significant other and I want someone who knows how weird I am, how odd my sense of humor is, someone who knows how I think and still likes me. I feel like I've already scared him. So that's that. He said he would come visit me but as soon as he said " I promise " I didn't expect him to ever come. I have some trust issues. Especially with boys I don't know very well.
I sent an application into the city of kingman office for a part time transit operator. We'll see what comes of it.
